Profound Lack of Insight

Mercy Could Someday Envelop
This Half-Dead Star-Drifter

And She Would Cradle In Her Arms

A Motionless Shape-Shifter
Just Like In Her Dream
And So It Would Seem
All Of Us Lied And Tried To Get By But We Ran In The Wrong Direction In A Pandemic Infection
So Carrying This Wretched Disease With Disgust
We Shuffle Our Feet And Go Where We Must
It’s Been So Many Nights Because Out Here In Space -
There Are No #Words For Days Or #Love, #Light, And Grace.
I Pound On My Chest So Hollow And Cold
I Hit The Breast In Hopes Of Any Hint Of Where My Heart Took Its Last Beat And Then Died
Allowing The Cold Vacuum Of Silence To Fill Up In this hollow vessel
I Was No Longer A Human Like Them Or Me Or You
Swallowed Up Piece By #Piece And Spared No Corner To Feel Some Kind Of Relief
I’d Forgotten How To Even Try
To Seek A Center Place
Of Faith And Belief.
I Did Not Want These Things Anymore
All I Could Do Was Wait
Hungry And Empty
For That Knock On The Door,
Only Then When I Was Hostess To The Reaper Himself
Could I Finally Rest
And Leave All The #Pain On The Shelf
I Would Finally Know What Everyone Knows
I Must Have Been Overlooked Or Wandered Off For Too Long
when I Came Back, All The Spirits Had Gone.
Not Knowing What To Do Next,
I Wandered further The #Eternal Night.
I Wandered along Countless #Infinities
Until They Snuffed Out The Light.
Alone And Afraid, A Decision Was Made
I Ran And I Ran, but with Each Step Hope Did Fade
I Would Never Have The Courage To Sleep In This Bed I Had Made
The heartbreaking Conclusion Of This Anti-biography Isn’t My Sadness Or Pain.
The #Tragedy rests nestled within a #Soul Finally - Dead
A Soul that could Never See the Light
My soul Tired & Cursed
To Hopelessly seek a Means to an End of an Endless Night...

•And this is all I have ever wanted•

Hopefully the poetic supplement wasn't too winded...
(sometimes, the words just spill out). :).
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