“HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Horrible isn't it? It makes you so VULNERABLE. It opens your CHEST and it opens up your HEART and it means that SOMEONE CAN GET INSIDE YOU (!) and MESS YOU UP. You build up all these DEFENSES, you build up a whole suit of ARMOR, so that nothing can hurt you, then... •••ONE STUPID PERSON•••, no different from any other stupid person, WANDERS IN TO YOUR STUPID LIFE...You GIVE them a PIECE of *YOU*. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then YOUR LIFE ISN'T YOUR OWN ANY MORE... Love takes **HOST.ageS**. It gets inside you. It EATS YOU OUT and LEAVES YOU CRYING in the ~DARKNESS~, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a GLASS SPLINTER working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. [****]It's a (!SOUL!)-hurt[death], a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I HATE LOVE.”
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“Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.”